انها الثانية صباحآ
الأرق يقتلنى
انه اليوم الخامس على التوالى بلا نوم
أشعر انى غريبة عن نفسى فأنا غالبآ مجنونة حاضرة الذهن كما يقولون هايبر
لكنى هادئة حالمة شاردة الذهن
يا الاهى هل هذا ما يطلق علية الحالة الرومانسية؟؟ انى خائفة!!
ارجعى يا رغدة الى عقلك و جنونك المعتاد
أنا على الإستعداد الآن لفعل أى شئ كى انام
أفكر ألاف المرات فى الأرتطام بالمرآه أو بحرف السرير كى أغيب عن الوعى
لو خيرونى بين الموت و الإستمرار فى هذه الحالة لإخترت الموت بلا تردد
مهلآ مهلآ
هذا ليس كل الحقيقة
فبشكل او بآخر يرفض عقلى الباطن الإستسلام الى النوم
انه ذلك الخوف المرضى الذى ينتابه عندما يحدث أى شئ جميل فى حياتى
أخاف أن انام لأستيقظ فأجد نفسى ناسيه كل الأشياء الرائعة التى حدثت طوال الخمس أيام المرهقين
انى ارجع لحالتى الطبيعية اذآ
الشئ و ضده
.........................
هدئت نفسى شيئآ فشيئآ و قبلت المغامرة و غرقت فى النوم
و يال العجب
انى أتذكر كل شئ
فلم يكن هذا حلم أو ارهاصات أرق
و اعيش الآن أسعد أيام حياتى
فهل ستستمر السعادة ؟
لا أعرف و لا أريد أن أتوقع
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واضح من غير زكاء قوي انها قصة حب جميلة
عايزة نصيحتي ، عيشي كل لحظة من السعادة ، استمتعي بيها ، متسيبيش خوفنا المرضي اللي بيظهر وقت السعادة من غير سبب يفسد عليكي السعادة اللي واضحة في كل حرف كتبتيه
اتمنى ليكي سعادة بلا مخاوف
Lol, If it were anybody else I would've said love story like Fouada but I know you all too well babe to accuse you of something like that don't I? :P
I'm glad you've finally slept though, you were beginning to look consistently drunk.
Lol Ravine u always understand me gurll ;)
Well Nael, l 7ob da shei2 ra2e3 bl fe3l bs msh ay she3ur blrumanceya yeb2a 7ob, aw bema3na asa7 msh lazem yekun howa l sabab l wa7id lel sa3ada.
It kinda did sound like a lovestory, but since my number one fan says it isn't, I'm gonna take her word for it. Couple of comments, happy for you irrespectively of why you are happy :) I'm jealous of your Arabic, I couldn't write that well if my life depended on it, ask AH :) Finally, and I had to say this I LOVE LOVE LOVE the name of the blog, especially if it really was inspired by what I think it was. Musical background?
Lol @ u guys and ur interpretations ;)
Lol, my arabic is as bad as my English, I'm stuck between both of them :D
+ my grammer suck at both :D
thank u for the complement :D,
yea it has a musical background
I guess adagio is like "tamahol" or this is going to be played slowly
spellz is my nickname!
Yup. I especially like it (used to play the Piano zamaaaaaaaan) cause it usually is "Adagio for strings" I like how you kept the melody. Hmm. You have to read some of my Arabic to appreciate your own. If you have read my English and my Arabic you will come to the wrong conclusion that I don't speak the Arabic language :) Ah.
yea Adagio for strings
:D
u reminded me, i spent long time listening to classical music, nw i barely listen to anything
I just forget
Lol no gurl u gotta learn some arabic after all it's our mother language :D
and from ur perfection in english i can see how easy u gonna learn to speek arabic
and even to write some arabic poetry
Lol Same to Ravine
she was finally convinced by AHs' words and bought some Arabic books to read
i know these feelings
انها رائعة حقا
و بالأخص اذا كان هناك مفاجئات منتظرة
وهذا هو شعور اى شء مفرح و جديد يطرأعلى حياة الانسان
لا تقلقى , فأنت طبيعية
if u got wut i mean :)
wishing u all the best,raghda
A
Dude u should get some sleep, anything contains caffiene when u r awake and a new memory ,coz we both know how ur current one , anyways nize words especially the part when u r considering hitting ur head in the mirror or the bed's end :D, becoming suicidal , aren't u ?
i wanted to post a bigger comment but i caught cold and haven't slept much for the last couple of days, anyways keep the good work DUDE =D
Duuuuuuuude u finally commented lol
I know wat u mean
my current memo is declining with everyday:D
But I'll never approach to any caffiene source we both knw wat it does to me!!
Lol I knew zat u'll like the mirror part "u &ur boredom tendencies :P"
You shud have posted a longer comment
but I knw zat ur limits with the cold freezes here
thanx agaiin for z visit
cheers :D :D
:D thank u A
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